we could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind

ipourmyheartout @ 2006-02-13T13:08:00

2006-02-13T18:08:58Z

nothing has changed, yet nothing is the same.

ipourmyheartout @ 2005-03-19T20:46:00

2005-03-20T01:49:43Z

TODAY ...THE NICEST THING THAT WAS EVER DONE FOR ME TOOK PLACE...

my roomie, my bffs dave scott and matt.. helped coordinate a surprise party for me.. my parents bought in food.... and had it caterred and stuff... and like at least 50 people were waiting for me in the basement.. my roomie told me that we were waiting for dco to get his laundry so we can go to the garden room (aka cafeteria) and she rushed me by telling me that scothew had a meeting..meanwhile over 50 people were patiently waiting for me in the basement while i took my lovely ass time... i have never felt so loved or cared for in my life. and i SERIOUSLY LOVE MY BERG FRIENDS. they are so good to me and mean so much to me.. and i never felt this happy before uhmm ever...<333 haha ok just wanted to express my joy w/ u all take care now xox

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-10-18T15:14:00

2004-10-18T19:15:32Z

RIP BLONDIE

best dog ever i miss her soo much. i can't stop crying.

great news to come home too right?

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-09-04T21:59:00

2004-09-05T01:59:38Z

RACHELS I n muhl.. i miss her :(
guess who this is.,,,

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-06-09T16:19:00

2004-06-09T20:17:19Z

today was rachs last day of HS ever.. i will miss her dearly.. well call each other a lot and rack up phone bills. i love u hoe.

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-05-08T18:33:00

2004-05-08T22:32:10Z

hey there rdawggy.. . guess who;)

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-03-30T23:19:00

2004-03-31T04:18:46Z

hello mates, 6 days
court and me love doc.

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-02-23T01:03:00

2004-02-23T06:00:31Z

welcome back rdh. u were missed

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-02-08T18:46:00

2004-02-08T23:44:25Z

ahoy rachel.

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-01-26T00:27:00

2004-01-26T05:25:48Z

i love rdh
woo woo
shes sexy.. hot stuff
and better work at the hood!

first public entry in a while..

2004-01-24T18:55:10Z

Last night was a fun little night w/ my lover sam morrisoxoxn . i.invaded her closet and tried on some of the hottest outfits ever and sam did my make up. it was a pretty fun chill nightt. and of course we took pictures.

ok first we took before pictures (before our make up) but unfortunately you won't have the opportunity to see those since you would cry @ what i look like w/ out it and sams is gorgeous no matter what.

then sam did my makeup + hair

haha i know what u are thinking. i look like your grandma in this picture, and as pale as a ghost.

hahaha ok enough of the bandana.

then sam did her own make up SHE WOULD NOT LET ME DO IT!

how fucking beautiful is this girl?

Sam's back. fuckingg hott.

then I did my OWN make up and picked out my own clothes. haha rachel style. and uh i was sam's ugly little model k.

then we took some pics together

i <3 you sam!

i feel ugly next to this beauty.

in conclusion: roth=life and the hottest girl alive!

BETH GOT INTO MUHLENBERG! BERG'08 BABY!! CONGRATS MY BABY!! another 4 years together!

congrats court on miami!!!!!!!!!

so proud of my girls!!

comment my sugass

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-01-11T22:34:00

2004-01-12T03:32:47Z

hi raych.
i stalk you.

mypaper_heart updating 4 raych

2004-01-11T06:05:16Z

rachel dara is really really sexy
i love her so much bff
she chilled w/ me some boys carly pez ran 2nite
we had a bunch of fun
and her friend adam

she is an ill driver and has a nice car thats comfy!
go jeep GC 2004..and shes getting a new 1 in a month.. lucky ducky

ipourmyheartout @ 2004-01-03T12:30:00

2004-01-03T17:50:40Z

last night was a jenna night those are ALWAYS fun. haha first i went to jenna's house and i she did me the BIGGEST favor. i need a picture for the yr book for my parent's page. and she took a million favors. I eliminated it down to 4 of the pics she took. shes a very good photographer CAN YOU PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR AND VOTE FOR WHICH YOU THINK IS THE BEST PIC BY COMMENTING AND TELLING ME PLEASEE!

Number 1

Number 2

Number 3

number 4

i had such a fun/random night last night. ill write about it laterr.

<33

you fall for every empty word i say

2003-12-27T23:50:24Z

altho MOST my entries are friends only. a few will remain public. but still comment to be added .

long awaited picutre update. (random pictures from the past month)

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me and court before our visit to ethan's

me and ethan. i miss you.

ethan and baby ethan. (awe how cute)

MALL MADNESS

me and per. you can't see all the shopping bags but oh trust me there was a lot.

melly-me-schneidy-per. (blurry pic) I <3 you girls.

LMK and me. hmm yeah im making a funny face. and yeah i <3 lmk.

after a long-ass period of time i finally saw todd :). and will be seeing a lot of him next yearr :)

me and todd. old school best friends.

me and senzer. good times.

xo <3

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-12-14T20:55:00

2003-12-15T02:28:52Z

weekened update

friday

♥ school trip
♥ at night->out to dinner w/ melly and ash. sam and christine came too ;)
i had shrimp (aka a piece of mellys) for the first time ever. i saw someone i
knew from camp back in the old days and said hi (friendly for me->kinda weird)
♥ ash. me. mel then went for yogurt.
♥ went home since my mother told me to come home early since i had to get up
early the next day but yet my parents weren't home yet? so i called my mom
and told her that im going out again. met melly and ash at the movies
who ere w/ christine and sam :) yay and we saw HONEY amazing
amazing moviee. ever. go see it pleaseee.

ON THE WAY HOME THE SCARIEST THING HAPPENED i was driving alone and the guy nesxt to me kept honking "roll down ur window" and i looked next to me andthere was like a 30 year old man or somethign and im like ok ill ignore him maybe he just wants directions but id ont want to take a chance. so he KEPT BANGING THE horn like insane amounts. then the light changed eh ZOOMED inf ront of me cut me off zig zagged lanes tried to side swipe me. stopped short in front of me switched lanes again the light turned red. honkled the horn ROLL DOWN UR WINDOW. i was SO FREAKED out thank god the road like changed and we beared in opps directions

saturday

-->
♥woke up early for melanie's brother's bar-mitsvah. he did really well and
it was a really nice affair
♥ decorated many hats (i love those things)!!
♥ chilled w/ 2 really nice girls-->barbara and jamie.
♥ at nightt i chilled w/ JENNA
♥ me and jenna went to the mall where i purchased 3 pairs of
earings at claires. adn they are quite hot i mite +. jenna got the hottest
scarf + gloves from h & m.
♥ after we went to a party in senzer's and todd's town. saw people i knew. it
was so nice seeing senzer and todd hadn't seen them in a while. i took pics
but lost my camera. :( (bottom posted are pics jenna took hot pics jenna)
♥ i got lost most possibly a million timess last nite but it was worth it i love jenna :)
♥ ps arielle im so sry that i can't come tonite to celebrate with you. congratulations baby on getting into syracuse. im so proud of you <33 ♥

beautiful jenna and me (don't you love jenna's scarf)

jenna and senzer (nicee gloves senzer they match jenna's scarf :)) <33 ♥

a message from mypaper_heart

2003-11-26T04:36:41Z

congrats to my lil rachel dara who is in college and is set i <3 u baby and we will be calling eac other a lot and creating large phone bills. my rachel( who some say look 12.. is going to college) ahh speaking of 12..what a great number

EVERY1 congrat rachel or ill have to beat u w/ a stick:)
k peace

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-22T18:59:00

2003-11-23T00:00:08Z

comment just for fun or to be added and i will most definitely add you ♥

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-13T22:23:00

2003-11-14T03:39:20Z

ok i tried REALLY hard for this entry soo please show some loovee <3333

i scanned pics for likje over an hour and my comp froze !!. so i scanned some again not as much takes really long i had to transfer them on 2 comps yada yada u dont care lol.

and on top of that JUST to pick up my 3 rolls of film was kinda scary. the guy behind hte counter in the store asked me out. a little freaky. my interview for college is saturday and im very scared k well newayy. HERE ARE SOME PICS FROM THE LAST MONTHH. <33333

me and sexxyy lauren :)

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ok i tried REALLY hard for this entry soo please show some loovee <3333 

i scanned pics for likje over an hour and my comp froze !!. so i scanned some again not as much takes really long i had to transfer them on 2 comps yada yada u dont care lol.

and on top of that JUST to pick up my 3 rolls of film was kinda scary. the guy behind hte counter in the store asked me out. a little freaky. my interview for college is saturday and im very scared k well newayy. HERE ARE SOME PICS FROM THE LAST MONTHH. <33333

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me and sexxyy lauren :)

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my girls @ bethy's house

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me kissing melly <333

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My ass (clearly the bigg 1) next to lauren's on halloween
mattel is the barbie brand or well Matel we weren't sure :(. which is it?
oh and my letters kept falling off as u can tell.

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me and aly rocking the barbie costume. woohoo go barbies &hearts;

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me and the courtmisterr. i bought her that sweater for her bday JUST A PIECE OF HOT ASS INFO I THOUGHT UD LIKE TO KNOW

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me and motherfucking hott roth. why are u so hott sam? and why does ti look like im wearing so much blush that i could be a clown? i dont think barbie would approve

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sammala and courtneyyyy in the hallway of our escuela <333

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me rocking melly's von dutch hat next to arielle who just could not keep her eyes open!

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Me-erica-carly-sam-renee-amanda and in front luigi. all rocking the economics on halloween

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 addition: FOXXXY AND HOT LAURENNNNNNN. FOX IS ROCKING THE ALIEN LOOK BUT ITS HOT <3 

 and thats the endd my friendss > okay im off to doo some majorr supa homework now. thanks court for ur helpp. kkbye <333 &hearts;

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-11T13:56:00

2003-11-11T18:58:31Z

i appreciate if u were concerned ab my sickness. my mother woke me up this morning to give me medicine b/c my throat hurts like a mother. and i should have been taking medicine all along.

i just went to get my pics b/c they said they were ready or would be ready by 1:00 tuesday. and I showed up at 1:05 hahaha idk why but OF COURSE there was a line and i felt like shit and then there like "sry there not ready yet"

i really wanted to post pics.. so i stole a few old schoolers from schneider i love you schneidyy

me and gould @ coldstones. (yes i was being silly)

my 17th bday!!! in the city. woah oldschooler from last yr
me-lisa (melly in back)

lastly, the beautiful schneider being a silly head w/ silly string at our kick ass silly string fite last yr

ps 2 weeks till me and court see ethan :) yayay <333

oh and pps ethan made a journal after i imed 84938024 random people who prob are scared of me now asking for codes. greg gave me his :) <333

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-11T01:36:00

2003-11-11T06:34:02Z

to rachel:
i love you and feel better ASAP
<3 always.. cour bff

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-10T11:48:00

2003-11-10T16:50:33Z

i am home. sick not my dream monday esp when there is no school the next day.

i miss every1 who is at school

minus roth b/c shes a rebel and she's home <333

nicole feel better

♥ ♥ ♥

ipourmyheartout @ 2003-11-09T14:39:00

2003-11-09T19:50:45Z

woke up today feeling sick. great. i hate feeling sick especially when i have 4 tests tomorrow and no school tuesday.

weekend update

--> f r i d a y
*stayed after school for a practice interview (my college interview is next week uh
oh)
*james came home i was gonna see him w/ ran but then he decided to chill w/ his
mom :-/
*went to ran's->followed her to alyssa's. then dropped my car off @ carly's and ran
drove me to joanne's where we met up w/ the girls.
*all went back to carly's. where we had an artsy night
* i made a bracelet. (w/ carly's beads) randi made the not.
*alyssa and ran made me a picture frame :)
*major bonding w/ ran, alyssa, and erica. when god knows wat was going on in the room next door
*left early aka 11:30 because i had to get up early the next day. but my appointment was moved up. k

* s a t u r d a y
* got highlights :)
* got a lil haircut
* i wasn't gonna go out at nite too much shit to do. but last minute aly invited me
to go steven's
* lauren was there :) (b/c her babysitting was cancelled)
* i got there late b/c i got lostt. haha
* laur and me were being retarded (given?)
* hey arnold came and so did hat whose real name was matt?
* aly became a lesbian
* sammi has personalized underwear
* random people were there but fun night
* steve fox's mom is mad chill

* t o d a y

* woke up feeling like shiit. k good thats my weeked.

i loveee every1.

lauren has advised me to update

2003-11-06T03:57:03Z

i just wanted to say thanks to every1 who has ever been there for me. for better or for worse. for happiness. and thru my retardation thank u.

i heart you guys

hi it's aly, posting pics that laur took that rach likes =D

2003-11-02T18:54:36Z

Me rocking the barbie outfit and Ariel rocking the clown costume

Aly and Laur
I <3 these girls

ps. its rach thanks so much al for posting these. and these are laurs pics :) <3333 ♥